Anyone hiring?

Yeah. I wasn't invited to the company Christmas Party.

The only thing that really pisses me off is that it is so fucking petty. My boss actually kept it from me (I asked where she was going all dressed up and she dodged the question).

This is really FUCKING ridiculous.

This is insane.

Hell, they didn't even bother to think up a good lie.

Harping on an issue

I am seriousy upset about this. Not just that Dina didn't tell me about it, but that her boss, Melanie, didn't tell me about it either. This worries me, because what the HELL has Dina been telling Melanie about me that she agrees with keeping the party from me?

And I am too fucking chicken-shit to even talk to Melanie.

Well, not any more. If they fire me, they fire me, but I want some fucking fantastic grounds for it. I am not going to sit back and let Dina shit all over me because she doesn't like me. Maybe if she was a better boss and actually explained things to me then I wouldn't fuck them up.

AAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I can't even think of anything else, now.

I am fucking furious. And I feel like I could cry. This is so completely and totally wrong on every level.

And the clients love me. And really, what's more important to the big boss than HAPPY FUCKING CLIENTS!!!!!!

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Thank you for the love.

Things are better. Apparently it doesn't matter that I am a an employee of the company, a temp is a temp is a temp. Why I wan't invited. Which still sucks, but not quite as much. And Dina was totally avoiding the question last night in any case.

I mentioned that I get the brunt of Dina's frustration, and Melanie excused her a bit, but still said it shouldn't be happening.

Hopefully the Dina situation will be better. Or maybe worse. Who knows!

Either way I am so, so glad I spoke with Melanie, if only to ease my "impending firing" fears.

What did AngelChicken learn today?

- I am always going to be seen as a temp in my current job (Well, I am a temp, but some people in my old job saw me as more than that. I liked that).

- My old boss was much more thoughtful than my new one.

- I'm not going to get fired for talking

- FedEx Ground sucks ass

- The LIRR is evil

- I might be PMSing

- I like Thai food. (Okay. I knew that. But this reinforced it)

- my LJ friends are so fucking cool. And I adore all of them. Every. One.

- and getting Christmas cards from sarah_p & rocknrollgidget make crappy days sooooo much better!

Baaaaa

I know very little about some of the people on my friends' list. Some people I know relatively well. I read your fic, or we have something else in common and we chat occasionally. Some of you I hardly know at all. Perhaps you lurk, for whatever reason. But you friended me and I thank you.

But here's a thought: why not take this opportunity to tell me a little something about yourself. Any old thing at all. Just so the next time I see your name I can say: "Ah, there's so and so...she likes spinach."

I'd love it if every single person who friended me would do this. Yes, even you people who I know really well. Then post this in your own journal.

doitDoitDOIT!!!!!!

You know you want to! And you, yeah you, the person who lurks who isn't on my friends list (and why not???) you do it to!