At the same time . . .

[angelchicken]

It's not like I'm sitting in a pool of constant deptession. I mean, I'm mostly happy and I'm liking work and there are good things. It's just that fo so long I had people who were (and still are) my people in NY. And I saw them occasionally, but never felt like they wouldn't like hearing from me. And it's not like I think that peole here would scoff if I called someone and asked if they wanted to hang out.

Mostly.

I mean, I know a lot of people here, but I don't know anyone all that well and I'm really bad at being forward.

I just need to get over myself and my insecurities. So what if I meet people who are younger or older or have three heads or are friends with my sibs. Just because of all of the above, doesn't make me *less* in any way. How else do people meat people but through other people?

It's all very complicated in my head which is totally my doing. I need to untangle things in there . . .

Comments

[disbelief11.livejournal.com]

I would totally hang out with you sometime. Wanna hang out? I'll email you my cell number so you have it just in case.

[angelchicken.livejournal.com]

Yes and yes. I emailed you my number. WooHoo! I got a number. Yeah, baby. ; )

[nutmeg3.livejournal.com]

If I were in Chicago I'd come hang out. But I'm not. And also I'm old and wouldn't be much help in going out and meeting people. But I'd come hang anyway if I could.

[angelchicken.livejournal.com]

See, I don't need to go out. I just like the idea of hanging. And I would totally hang with you. Old, shmold, you are a blast and the (alas!) one time we hung out I had such a good time. Thank you.