Mental purge . . .

[angelchicken]

Seriously? What the hell am I doing? How am I possibly going to move to Chicago? How am I going to work retail which is, like, the second to last thing I would ever want to do EVER and I took it sight unseen? And I'm going to live with my *mother?!* And what about the sex? It'll be hard to have when the person which I am sexing is all the way in New York! And how am I going to pack everything? I have books! BOOKS EVERYWHERE!!! And papers! Do I need my credit card bills from 1998??? WHY DO I HAVE THEM? Should I buy a shredder? Why can't I rent one? And why did I even give two weeks? Why didn't I just quit *BAM!* I am so bored and the thought that work is almost over doesn't alleviate the boredom one wee iota and I don't want to work I just want to bang on the boy all day except I can't because ALL HE IS DOING IS WORKING AND DOES HE NOT REALIZE THAT TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE????

What the hell am I going to do in Chicago? What am I going to do when I am THIRTY AND LIVING WITH MY MOTHER??? And I need shoes that aren't high heels! And clothes that don't make me look like sack of potatoes!

AAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!







I'm better now. Maybe . . .

Comments

[nutmeg3.livejournal.com]

::hugs and pets and hands you tea::

[angelchicken.livejournal.com]

Thank you my dear. Your reply is calming. *deep, slow breaths*

Did you get an eVite? I can't remember and I don't have the mental capasity to check. If no, you should have. And I will send you one. If yes, I hope you can make it. But I understand if you can't. =) (er, and if no, I still hope you can make it, and I will send you the info. Tomorrow. Because I must sleep now . . . )

[nutmeg3.livejournal.com]

You didn't, so I'll look forward to all the info. :-)

[angelchicken.livejournal.com]

Due to a strange turn of events I just sent it. *Now* I must sleep! =)