angelchicken | Not great things

I have been off all day. I was up for two+ hours in the night and when I did sleep I had an absolutely horrible dream that I was almost raped. It was creepy and awful, but my brother saved me before I got cought by the man who was trying to get me. I was looking for a bra to wear with my new dress and the sales person was a man and he was trying to get me to sleep with him and I said no and left. I was waiting for my brother to pick me up, but really wanted to leave, so I started walking and it was dark and rainy, but I was in my pretty new dress. The guy got into his car, and I was in the woods along a roadway near my childhood home. I saw him coming and hid in a ravine and I remember being scared and annoyed and my pretty dress was all muddy.

So it makes sense that I was out of sorts today.

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Ten (business) days until I am done with my job. That seems soon, doesn't it? And I really don't want to go in tomorrow. Ugh. Ten more loooooong, boring days.

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I will be thirty in less than a month. Oy.