Wow, these hooks I'm on are tender...

[angelchicken]

Every little thing.

This is nuts. It really is. I can't cope with me! I mean, I'm fine. Really. But, as my mom said, I am so fragile right now and so if something unexpected and bad (or good) happens my entire mood changes.

Like how I was in a fabulous mood all day. Then I called to check my balance and *none* of the money I had deposited last Friday had cleared. And I have bills to pay. Suddenly it was the worst day ever and I hated everyone and everything and I was *miserable*. And the subway was messed up and I couldn't afford deodorant or to get a birthday present for my roommate or *anything* and I was furious because I was NOT going to pay late fees because the asshat bank was holding my money hostage and while I was waiting for the 'F' train FOUR B/D trains and TWO V trains came before the announcement that there was a switching problem and F trains had mad delays. Then I hopped the A, decided I wanted to take the 4/5 instead and changed at Fulton St. And when I got to the 4/5 platform (right after the train left) I waited for-freaking-ever for my train but FIVE UPTOWN TRAINS passed in that time!!! The Hell? It's rush hour! People want to *LEAVE* the city!

So, as you can see, I'm easily aggravated.

But then I finally got to Brooklyn, stopped in the bank to ask WTF and it turns out that there was a new account hold on the check (like Ghoul had mentioned) even though I have been with them for over a year and I *didn't* have any of my old checks (uh, why would I, exactly) but the woman who changed my account over remembered me and they were able to take the hold off my account and now I have more than $80 available which means I can pay my bills and also have a wee bit of a life.

And suddenly I was in a good mood again. And I got my roommate a slice of cake. It's something.

I really should do a box. At this point it's only seven stones left and if I lose my momentum than I'm screwed. But I just can't muster the energy at the moment. Je'suck.

Comments

[beerbad.livejournal.com]

I totally get that. My mood changes on a dime which is annoying as hell and also rather frightening! I hate not being able to predict how I'm gonna feel 10 minutes from now.

[angelchicken.livejournal.com]

Right! Every little thing, all the freaking time! My mom thinks it 's the pill. Huh. Mostly, I want some stability, and now I'm just not getting it. So I metaphorically *stab* everything. Sometimes that helps. =)

[tothestacks.livejournal.com]

Did you mean tenterhooks?

I hate being so OCD. Blah.

Back to lurking...

[angelchicken.livejournal.com]

HEEEE! Why yes, as a matter of fact I did. But tender works better, I think, so I'll keep it. =) I absolutely know the OCD, though. I do the same thing.

[katesti.livejournal.com]

Aww, hon. I know that feeling and it bites. *gigundo hugs*

[angelchicken.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Love. *hugs*

[lil-fatty.livejournal.com]

Aww..that was nice what you did for your roomate, regardless of how strapped you are. I hate bank problems. I have no idea why these "processes" take so long to go through the wire. Money problems piss me off too, cause it's not the fact that the money didn't clear, it's the realization of the repercussions of that that yopu get stressed over.

[angelchicken.livejournal.com]

Well, I like her. And it's nice to have *something* when you wake up on your birthday. And I am so sick of money and bills and everything and I would totally give it all up and do the 'cabin in the woods' thing, but no. And I'd keep it under my mattress but for my new and exciting history of getting robbed. Stupid money. And stupid late fees.

Hi! I think I'm moving to Chicago in two months.

Movin' to Chicago

[lil-fatty.livejournal.com]

Fo' Realz???? How come?

And if you do here's a pre-emptive: WELCOME BACK!