2) Oh, god, it is so HARD. And I know, to an extent, except my dad didn't have brain cancer and that just sounds so scary and I can't even imagine. I shut down after he died. I zombied two years later. Dad's cancer was just so fast, too fast to really absorb. And I think about what it would be like to know him as an adult all the time. His office was (well, still is) two blocks down the street I work on now. We would have had lunch. Or maybe not. I mean, I don't know. And I was sixteen when he died so I feel, of my and my siblings, I am the one he may have seen hints adult in.
I don't know if I have regrets as much as just these little sorrows. Maybe they are regrets for what might have been. All in all it just sucks. Poor dads. Poor us. =(
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Date: 2007-10-13 04:09 pm (UTC)2) Oh, god, it is so HARD. And I know, to an extent, except my dad didn't have brain cancer and that just sounds so scary and I can't even imagine. I shut down after he died. I zombied two years later. Dad's cancer was just so fast, too fast to really absorb. And I think about what it would be like to know him as an adult all the time. His office was (well, still is) two blocks down the street I work on now. We would have had lunch. Or maybe not. I mean, I don't know. And I was sixteen when he died so I feel, of my and my siblings, I am the one he may have seen hints adult in.
I don't know if I have regrets as much as just these little sorrows. Maybe they are regrets for what might have been. All in all it just sucks. Poor dads. Poor us. =(
But facial! Yay! =)