Since I'm wallowing
Apr. 21st, 2007 07:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angelchickenI may as well add:
*The frozen pizza I got had only four measly pieces of pepperoni, and I almost burned it (slightly singed instead).
*I stabbed myself in the finger with a knife.
*I *finally* got and incentive check I've been waiting for and they spelled my last name wrong in a new and exciting way: one 'U' instead of two 'L's. WtF? Can I still deposit it?
*I have PMS.
*I can berate myself because I initiated the whole discussion. Clearly wanting to know if someone is interested in me is the way to scare them off. At least relationship-wise. And yes, I am bitter.
*I probably won't get to DSW to return the shoes that I need to return by tomorrow to get a refund (stupid 30 days).
*I have no clothes and no money to buy them with and even if I had money nothing I like looks good on me.
*My hair, it turns out, isn't the riot of curls I had hoped like it is when it's long. It's more like a polite chuckle, maybe with a little condescending cough.
*I'm breaking out on my chin like I haven't in a good long time [see: PMS].
*I am totally unlovable and am probably going to die alone.
*This means I might have to actually interact with people again. So as to meet people. Which sucks.
*I feel quite pathetic.
*I'm so afraid of flying.
Maybe I should just have a damn glass of wine. But I am so freaked about drinking on my own. I never do. Maybe, instead, tonight will be a benedryl night.
Stupid boys.
*The frozen pizza I got had only four measly pieces of pepperoni, and I almost burned it (slightly singed instead).
*I stabbed myself in the finger with a knife.
*I *finally* got and incentive check I've been waiting for and they spelled my last name wrong in a new and exciting way: one 'U' instead of two 'L's. WtF? Can I still deposit it?
*I have PMS.
*I can berate myself because I initiated the whole discussion. Clearly wanting to know if someone is interested in me is the way to scare them off. At least relationship-wise. And yes, I am bitter.
*I probably won't get to DSW to return the shoes that I need to return by tomorrow to get a refund (stupid 30 days).
*I have no clothes and no money to buy them with and even if I had money nothing I like looks good on me.
*My hair, it turns out, isn't the riot of curls I had hoped like it is when it's long. It's more like a polite chuckle, maybe with a little condescending cough.
*I'm breaking out on my chin like I haven't in a good long time [see: PMS].
*I am totally unlovable and am probably going to die alone.
*This means I might have to actually interact with people again. So as to meet people. Which sucks.
*I feel quite pathetic.
*I'm so afraid of flying.
Maybe I should just have a damn glass of wine. But I am so freaked about drinking on my own. I never do. Maybe, instead, tonight will be a benedryl night.
Stupid boys.
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Date: 2007-04-22 01:51 am (UTC)*You're adorable, not pathetic
*Of course you're afraid of flying--planes are in the air, and sometimes they crash. But usually they don't. The first time I flew (all the way to England by myself), I was convinced the plane would crash. I literally planned the trip assuming I would die. But damn, I wanted to go to England, so I flew anyway.In conclusion, it is safe to fly and I insist that you to fly to San Francisco to visit me.
*Bringing up the status of your relationship is a very reasonable thing to do. Would you prefer to worry about it constantly instead and maybe develop ulcers and a nervous tick? You did the adult thing.
*Your hair is curlier long than short? That's interesting, mine's the opposite.
*I lurve you.
*Meeting people can involve drinking with them. Score!
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Date: 2007-04-22 04:33 am (UTC)Great Squirrels, me too! I can't remember when my chin has been this bad. Naughty chins!
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Date: 2007-04-22 04:47 am (UTC)I'm PMSing too. At least I hope that's why I cried at work twice yesterday...
You are not unlovable. Just look at your picspam!
And the check depends on your bank. My dealing checks are written to someone who doesn't exist more than half the time. (Joyce is a common one, "Deldon" only appeared a few times...) WF never cared. If all else fails, the bank can call the number listed on the check and confirm that it goes to you.
Boys are dumb
Date: 2007-04-23 04:03 am (UTC)Ahem. That said...when you come to Seattle next weekend, you can totally find some cute, hippie granola dude and get..ah...into his granola, so to speak. There are plenty of dudes out here who are all sensitive and cute and looking for women who don't wear Berkenstocks or Keens or whatnot. You can totally wow them with your cosmpolitan ways and get yerself laid. :-)
Hugs. I'm sorry you are feeling hurt. You are the best!
Boys are dumb.